infinitely

I will never regret loving him.

I regret the betrayal;
the lies I forced down my own throat
the years I devoted to the pursuit of convincing myself
we were… he was …  I…

Such a beautiful fantasy; such an ugly lie.

Yet, infinitely easier to swallow
than the truth.

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